Maybe many people don't know, when I was in primary school is a math class representative. Later because of carelessness and prefer writing, maths is a bit poor. Later, I met my first love girlfriend, the top three all the grades of Z. Z is the last line of the math exam last geometry problem girl of the algorithm can make the right answer, but I still couldn't save and calculates process directly take protractor.
With Z, she is bound to into city priority high school, her head high, not for anything affect their studies. If I play is normal, is also most area. If we want to study in the same high school, I will not ask her to take an examination of the mountain I sent some only their efforts. Never believe those claims in the emotional world, distance is not a problem. Yes, this is like a "triple door" of the story, only in the "triple door", I had a psychosexuality, put this feeling into a heroine final exam for love deliberately went to the area, and quirks the hero into the city, the key of qiong precious jade. This is also the author of the novel the only authority to abuse.
At that moment, the power of love is absolutely beyond parents teacher lectured, I start every day listening, prepare to review, struggle after a while, I had a math exam got full marks.
Yes, full marks. Want to know what my class is feature classes, the so-called good class or senior class. The examination I vaguely remember a total of just three or four math full marks. When the teacher after quote me full marks, the whole class. I looked out of the window, feeling the leaves are green in the day, even the birds are bigger. The first thing I do is borrowed a piece of paper, going to a to Z to write a small love letter, to her school. Notepaper "forget-me-not" printed "very easygoing soil terrapin words such as" I also helping himself. I even in that one instant feelings of math than Chinese.
Then one thing happened, its shadow by my whole career. Remember seems to be sent after the test, the teacher said, han the played extraordinary ah, do not accord with common sense, it won't be cheated.
Classmates immediately there is whispering, I even heard some approval.
Reason immediately, I am a teacher, the other two test mark people sit far away from me, I could not read them.
The teacher said, you are not necessarily see their, you around the classmate's math scores are better than you at ordinary times, you might look around.
I retorted, how is that possible, their scores haven't my high.
The teacher said, could they do wrong topic just didn't see you, and you just did the right thing.
I said, teacher, you can ask classmates next to me, I looked they didn't.
Teacher, are you looking at others, not others spy on you, by looking at how people know themselves being looked at.
I say, that you put me to the office, I just do it again.
The teacher said, questions and answers you all know, to do a full marks also does not represent what, but you can try.
The above conversation is just a probably, because is over 10, 67. Under the eyes, I will go to the teacher's office to do the test.
Because this paper done only once, so everything is going really well. But I only stuck in one place - the paper printing process is very rough, very printing paste the Numbers. Naturally, I didn't think much, asked the teacher, what is this number.
Math teacher was a tingle, instantly take the test, saying, you cheated, or you could not remember what is this number, has made an examination paper, don't you remember? You must is a copy of this problem. Teacher, also pulled out my deskmate papers said, pointing to the place, see, he did was right, and in that piece of paper you cheated, you this is right, this is evidence.
I hurry at that time, say, a teacher, I only know that the problem solving method, I don't remember the title. "Said the hunter examination paper, press with finger several Numbers, said, you are very, you told me, I hold that what are a few Numbers.
Nature also don't answer the teacher words along while, only said 1 "is this your alibi", then I phoned my father's unit.
My father soon cycling arrived, ask the teacher what's the thing. The teacher said, your son cheating in the exam, I already verified. Then there is of my father's education. I beside chimed in, dad, I actually...
Then I got my dad a feet chuai several metres away. Father hate this kind of thing, combined with the unit of work is busy, be fierce to call the school, in front of the office the other teachers be reprimanded, nature was furious. Father scolded me for a moment later, lost is not the teacher, said such as home school again after a good education. I beside a plea.
I cheat announced the teacher in class. Apart from a few to understand my good friend, students naturally reluctant to accept the results, we had no objection. No experience of people I'm afraid it is difficult to understand my mood at that time. People suffer grievance, I think it is easy to produce the social psychology, in all the way back, I thought a lot of fifteen revenge of the teacher's method, some even are extreme. In the end I didn't do this, and slowly down, just for one reason, Z, she believed in me.
Back home, I say to the parents to have a good a thing. Father also apologized to me. My parents don't have any power, also dare not to offend the teacher, and this kind of thing also said not clearly, it chose to endure. Parents say, as long as you take an examination of several more perfect, show them is enough.
But it turns out there's no point in this kind of perverse incentives. Since then I have physical disgust at the sight of the math and math. As long as open mathematics textbooks, completely unable to concentrate, after school, I also become don't like to stay in the classroom. Of course, don't feel so green leaves, even the little bird flew out of the window.
After my math never too full marks. Not tanked in math because I want and Z to the same high school, and new teaching content was already not much. And commitment to Z, so well written language teacher because my composition so preference to me, and have published several articles and long-distance running is broken the school record took zone first names are to support the source of my confidence. But we soon examination. That time I incredibly math... Sorry, not perfect, failed to live up to want to see the inspirational story of a friend. But an examination of my math exam isn't bad, is that hard times were not in vain.
Once in high school, my math and science collapse. Is not my responsibility, perhaps, after I got full marks in mathematics, the story can be to a completely different results, according to my personality, maybe some of you often go to the website, I have participated in the programming, there may be a good name is han in science and engineering of microblogging sensation, often write some good jokes, also converted into his car racing, bounce and noisy, mother-in-law are not satisfied.
In the moment I start writing paper intends to give Z report good news, my interest in science and self-confidence is hard. But it only lasted a minute. Everything is no assumptions. Through this matter, I am more powerful? Yes, I can disregard the eye of more people, I think to do. I have a strong psychological ability. But I endure? Not necessarily, I subconsciously take prejudice against a teacher to me in the early works, criticism and even insult to almost all teachers, most of these ideas and paragraphs are not objective and the narrow. Who resent buried into my subconscious, I with my own voice, that revenge for the teaching profession. In my novel, few teachers has emerged as a positive image. All the revenge, the wrong, I didn't even notice when put pen to paper. And my math teacher, she is a bad man? Also not be, she is very serious and simple, stern and selflessness, then I just know, at that time, changes have taken place in her married life. She may be inadvertently said at the time, but for the sake of credibility among classmates, have to push down. As for me, although suffer grievance, it changed my life trajectory, I put all the energy spent on those more and more good at, my career is now my love, and I do very happy. As for the students, more than ten years after the reunion, most people will forget this thing. People are not too put the innocence of others or grievance at heart.
Ten years later, I became a teacher. As the car license training instructors, the students in my class have to get my signature to get entry qualifications. Students sat in the car, then look out the window, the leaves or is it the original color, birds or its size. On one occasion, an open well students was so nervous, out of us into the buffer, looked at each other. Students to wipe the sweat, said military instructor, I can control the speed cornering, single practice yesterday when I can do it every time. I told him that, yes, I saw the upstairs yesterday, that's true.
