I am stuck between two worlds.
The real world where you have space to grow, warm water to play, no parking meters, you drive 25 miles per/hr, it rains but the temperture stays the same, locking doors is not a priority, and only 13 people per square/ mile.
So here I am in the other world, fast lanes, food food food every where, fast food, dounuts, bagels, eat out at a different place everyday for years. If your timing is right, you can drive 50 miles in less than an hour, time it wrong and you will be in the slow lane for hours. Casinos, lots of pay to play things to do. I use to think this was normal, now I know I do not belong. I miss Pele, the energy from the largest mountain, our whales and dolphins we play with, they are the keepers of all knowlage.
I am coming home, soon.