Today is December 31, the last day of the year 2017. This day is also the 48th days of hiding the pain in my heart and pretend that everything’s alright.
Death changes everything. My father passed away on the 13th of November 2017. He was 82 and this will be the first New Year's Eve without him.
My friends told me "Stop focusing on what happened and start focusing on what's going to move you forward." Moving on sounds easy but I'm learning to move on.
In laughter and in sorrow I know my father is watching over me. I miss him and I'll never forget him.
At the end of the day, I had to learn to be my own and realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept it. Life goes on.